Thursday, August 6, 2009

Uh oh! He's pissed!

Omggg - he's pissed! I can't believe that he's made such a big deal out of me going out with my friends. So childish! When he goes out with his friends, I didn't mind it at all. My goodness! I had a life of my own before I met him. He's not gonna be able to change that fact about my life. Just to pacify him, I had to apologize. It doesn't make sense, I had to apologize for hanging out with my friends. Arghhh!

I dunno what to do anymore. So complicated! I mean, do I have to report each and every move that I make? He has the right to know what's happening with my life but that doesn't mean that I have to tell him everything. I thought I'm the complicated one but I guess I'm wrong coz he's way too complicated (out of this world complicated - if I may say)! I don't mind compromising if that's what it takes to make this thing work out between us but not all the time.

Honestly, I noticed that he makes a fuss out of small things. He picks the fight most of the time. Fights that were really not worth our attention - not worth discussing at all. I dunno where to stand anymore. Damned if you do, damned if you don't. Good thing I have a very long patience coz if not, I would've told him to get lost and hit the road.

We really need to sit and talk about what's going on with this relationship. Otherwise, I might resort to leaving him anytime soon if this nonsense continues. (*sighs*) Just wish me luck on this one. I'm keeping my fingers crossed about this one - hope everything really goes well.


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